Meeting for the First Time Can be Awkward.

I have sat around all day thinking about what to blog about for my very first blog post. I had a horrible day yesterday, and almost had to make the most important decision of my life, which is the reason I am creating this blog. As much as I want to share my yesterdays happenings, I really want to introduce myself. I dont want to bore anyone on my first day, but I think its important to know how I think and write.

First thing's first. I do not think of myself as a professional writer. Which leads me to answering this question "Why in the world are you writing a blog?" There is a very simple answer. I NEED TO VENT. I am hoping to do this at least 3 times a week. I am not looking for attention, I could not care less if even just 1 person reads this. I am hoping this blog will be able to help me share things that is hard for me to share, or let me get feelings out that I keep bundled up somewhere in my over-thinking brain. If anyone wants to read my thoughts, great. I love to give advice and I do believe any reader can relate to my life experiences, or at least save my advice for later or maybe even give me some advice.

I am always the one people come to for advice. Especially when it comes to relationships. For some reason, I give GREAT advice, but can never take it. I know what is right, what is wrong when it comes to happiness, yet somehow always fall short of being truly happy. Well it is going to be a new year, and while everyone says "new year, new me" I am going for "new year, new reactions."

This upcoming year I will make only the best decisions, I will focus on the positive, I will try to tell every bit of the truth I possibly can, I will try to please the people who mean the most to me, I will put my happiness first, and focus on my relationship in the best way possible, I will try new things, new adventures, I will break out of my shell, I will stop being so shy. These are all things I have always been able to fail at.

I think this is enough getting to know a bit about me. I have gone in a different direction than I wanted to go, but hey, isnt that why writing is good for the soul? Writing brings out true feelings, feelings you didnt think you ever felt. This could be a bad idea, but we'll find out together.

Next time you hear from me, I will be super blunt, I refuse to candy coat any advice I want to give or any of my feelings towards a situation. There is one situation eating me alive right now, and I can not wait to vent to you.

Until next time, XOXO, Gossip Girl. LOL, I had to throw some humor in.

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